this time im not letting anyone in.


i suppose this is so typical amanda.


and i just realised tommorrow's the last day of school.

im not the excited kid you see bouncing up and down the corridors when that gay school bell rings.

i've got a few reasons.

im not excited beacause about half of my school holiday is spent in school. and the other half is spent doing nothing while that insanely huge pile of homework decomposes. and then the number of times i get to step out of the house is limited after i brought home the news of my mid year results. and and most of the friends are overseas.

which leaves amanda to stone on her own.

pictures from results day. this was before we got our results back.


notice the smiles.

this was in preperation of getting back our results.


oops its blurred.

and then after that it didnt go so well. and the tears were countless.

i just need to clear something up. that day half the time the reason i was upset was not over my results. im sorry i cant tell the kiddos there that day why.

amanda has her rights to her secrets.


counting down, 16 more days.